"I'm making some major decisions for you.
I've been considering this for a while now, and I just can't keep it inside anymore. I know you're going to hate me for what I am about to say, but it's something that I think we both need.". Our relationship has become something that neither of us recognizes anymore.".
It's not the same anymore, and the more I try to hold on to it, the more I feel like I'm suffocating the life out of both of us. You deserve better than this. I didn't wake up one day and say, Let me go and hurt this woman.
Trust me, this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I've spent so many nights convincing myself we can make it work, that if we just worked a little harder, things would be alright. But the reality is, we're too far gone. We've turned into two different people with two different futures. Love is supposed to uplift you, not drain you, and all we've been doing is draining each other.
I notice the sadness in your eyes when we argue. I hear the exhaustion in your voice when we continue to bicker back and forth about the same problems. This toxic pattern we're stuck in—it's tearing us apart piece by piece. I can no longer pretend that it's fine when it isn't. I owe you honesty, and the honesty is that I don't think we can do this anymore. I did not want things to be like this.
I wanted us to be that couple who beat the odds, who disproved everybody. But holding on because we don't want to let go isn't love. It's fear. I have reached the stage where I can no longer deny that.
You've given me all—more than I ever deserved. But love is not sufficient to maintain what we have built. There is too much bitterness, too many unresolved problems that have created walls between us. I find myself replaying the conversations in my mind, wondering what we could have done differently, but the fact is we've lost what we had.
I know you'll think I'm giving up on us. Maybe I am. Maybe I'm not strong enough to fight for something that's slipping away. But I can't keep taking you through this. I love you enough to set you free. I love you enough to say that we're happier apart than we are together.
You'll meet one who will make you happy like I couldn't. One who will accept you where you're at, not burdened by our history holding them back. You'll hate me now, but one day you'll understand this was the best thing I could do. You'll have peace, and that's all I've ever wanted for you.
I've been selfish for holding on to this for so long, for behaving as if if we just hung in there, everything would magically be fine. I was scared of the pain, scared of what it would feel like to lose you. But to hold on to something that's broken is worse than starting over.
I will not tell you it is not easy for me. I will not lie to you and say I will not miss you each day. I will. There will be days when I'll be tempted to run back to you, beg for another chance. But I won't, because doing so would just hurt you more.
This isn't your fault. I need you to believe that. You're not the reason we're here. This isn't because you weren't enough or because you didn't love me right. You were everything I needed—you just weren't what I needed forever.
We've both tried to hold on to something we outgrew years ago. No shame in that. We poured our hearts out, but sometimes love changes. Sometimes, regardless of how much we want it to work, it doesn't.
I will always love you, always wish the best for you, but we have to let each other go. We have to give ourselves the liberty to be happy elsewhere. Being together because of obligation will only breed more resentment, and I cannot let that follow us.
I understand you're angry, and rightly so. But please believe me when I say that this decision is out of love. I'm not doing this to harm you, I'm doing it to save us from harm.
This isn’t goodbye forever. You’ll always have a place in my heart, no matter where life takes us. But this chapter of our story is coming to an end. It’s time for both of us to turn the page, even if it hurts."
"I know it feels like the ground is giving way under you at the moment. I can see the shock on your face, and it kills me to be the one inflicting it. I've practiced this moment in my head so many times, trying to get the words right, but there's no easy way to say it. You don't deserve this hurt, and if I could spare you from it, I would. But keeping up the pretence that everything is okay will only hurt you more in the end.".
I've given you all my heart, yet somehow along the way we got lost trying to make it all work. We were strangers that shared the same roof, trying to convince ourselves that time heals what it just wasn't healing. We went from being partners to two people clinging to the memories, trying to convince ourselves they would see us through. They won't. Not any longer.
It's not that I don't love you anymore. It's that love alone isn't enough to repair what's damaged. I've tried to talk myself out of it, but the more I try, the more it makes sense. We've been clinging to the memory of what we once were, not who we are today. And who we are today… we've drifted apart. We desire different things. We perceive the world differently.
I've done things wrong—more than I can remember. I understand I'm not faultless in this. There were times when I needed to fight more, listen better, or lay my pride aside. I betrayed you in ways that you'll never be able to forget, and for that, I'm deeply sorry. If I could turn back the clock and re-write our history, I'd do so many different things. But time doesn't afford us that opportunity. All we have is the moment, and in this moment, I know what I must do. Don't for one second think that I'm leaving because it's the easy thing to do.
This is the most difficult thing I've ever had to do. But I love you too much to keep you stuck in a relationship that no longer makes you happy. You need someone able to love you whole and entirety without the shackles of past experiences looming large over them. I want it for you if it means it won't be me standing at your side. I will always cherish the life we lived—the late-night conversations, the bouts of sheer laughter, the times when it seemed as if nothing in the world could ever reach us.
Those memories will last a lifetime. But memories are not enough on which to base a future. We can't continue to try to re-create something that is dead. I know this is an ending, but it's also a beginning. For both of us. We'll mourn this loss, we'll hurt, but we'll heal. You'll meet someone who makes you shine, who makes you feel alive in ways that I never could. And when you do, I hope you look back on this moment and realize that it was all for something greater.
I'll love you forever in my own way, no matter where we are. You've meant so much to me, and I'll never be able to erase that from my memory. You showed me how to love big, even when it didn't last forever. Some loves are not for an entire lifetime. Some are there to teach, to mold, and to help us move forward to the next page. That's what you were to me—a stunning, unforgettable page.
You don't require me to make you whole. You were always so much stronger than me on your own, and I know that you will emerge from this a stronger person than ever before. You will cry, you will curse my name, but someday the pain will dissipate and you will find the light again. When you do, I hope you smile and understand that you were always meant for greater things than we had.
This isn't a forever goodbye. Perhaps one day our paths will meet again, and when that happens, I hope we will be able to regard each other with peace of mind, in the knowledge we did the right thing. Always I will love you, always I will want you to have all the happiness. Whatever will become of things now, always in my heart there will be a special place for you.
Sorry that it had to happen like this. But sometimes, to love is to let go."
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